Brother

by Dirty Monkey

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This track was written for my fallen brother. RIP NugNug

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never thought I’d know a fucking pain like this
when that phone call came I dropped not him
my whole world changed from that day moving on
I never recovered my brother was gone
fuck this stupid world for taking you away
you were the best part of me nothing more to say
just a piece of shit scumbag nothing to lose
brain dead asshole I’ll come see you soon
Many days I think to take myself out
so we can chill again fuck being alive
I haven’t been the same and I know I never will
tried falling in love and I tried being you
the yin to my yang and I’ve lost that piece
empty angry can life just cease
I’m ready to drink I’m ready to shoot
should I fill my head with a piece of lead
There so many options what should I choose
this life is shit have nothing to lose
so we can rage and bang heads again
talk shit limbo south of heaven
watch all below while earth is rotting
we’ll laugh and cheer cause were already dead
just wait for the crew to finish their time
then we’ll all be together in the great divine
or it’s all fucking bullshit cause there nothing after death
and i’m stupid to think that i’ll see you again
should I roll the dice should I take the risk
I never was one to just fucking quit
but my life been just pain since you’ve gone away
and I never get better no matter how hard I try

Will I be like this forever I’m trying to break free
Will I be like this forever I’m trying to break free

Whenever I was down you were there to bring me up
nothing I can do now n try to pay your back your love
all the mistakes I make now I have to face them alone
I miss your guidance and trust above everything the most
your laugh I still hear it in my head
each day that goes by I think of everything you said
the time we shared I Thought that it would last
never once knowing that I describe it as the past
Still my head is filled up with so many memories
When we lived in the west and went back to the east
you didn’t want to move but you went there for me
and now you’re stuck in this space drifting on the other side
I won’t keep you there all bored and alone
I’ll put the bullet in and bring it on home
but I don’t wanna mess maybe take some pills
or like inxs choke my neck till I’m blue
maybe jump a bridge but that seems to risky
I want it done right they can burry me at nisky
they can put my grave right next to yours
and we can rot together saying fuck this world
Fuck this world

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released April 24, 2020
Steve Young-Bass

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Dirty Monkey is a outlet for emotional and creative aggression. Bringing scores of Audio Scum, and visuals of torment and struggle. You're not alone.

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