PB​$​M​$​$

by Dirty Monkey

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Changing the style and atmosphere a bit, but never the content. PB$M$$ carries the same emotion of loss and despair from which there is no return. Further descending down a hole of sorrows and grief he will not recover from.

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Everyone thinks that I’m losing my mind
I’m just losing time trying to get back something I lost
yah know something out of my reach some… one

constant beating in my chest
have low esteem shortness in breathe
I’m trying to be a better man
but whats the point your fucking gone

my life was fine before we met
had no feelings had no regrets
and now all day I write these songs
a pity party all week long

my friends are sick of being around me
cause all I do is talk about you
sitting here I think and wonder
I just hope you’re fucking happy

I wish that I could hear your voice
I wish that I could see you face
I wish just once you’d answer back
I hate the person I’m becoming

living here is all memories
welcome to hell I hope you can sleep
my daily greeting when I come home
just try and focus try to move on

so easy to say but impossible to do
I was living a lie and now I’m trapped with the truth
When I close my eyes there you are again
cause I think about you, you were my poison

poison what a funny fucking word
it relates to drugs it relates to friends
but in this case it’s a reference to love
and now I’m hooked and I’m fucked cause it’s done

what the fuck do I have to do
I feel I can fix this but I’m just a fool
they say that time can heel all wounds
but not when it’s grief or mourning fuck you

Fuck
I don’t know how to fix this
I wish I could move on
but do I even want too
I felt like we belonged

Pitch
Black
Snakes
Milk
Scarred
Skin

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released April 6, 2020

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Dirty Monkey Bethlehem, Pennsylvania

Dirty Monkey is a outlet for emotional and creative aggression. Bringing scores of Audio Scum, and visuals of torment and struggle. You're not alone.

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